Silly God Disco

I NEED TO PWN

2007-08-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

FAG.

How many girls have you reaped of their feelings?
How many lies have you kept secret?

You're nothing but low life scum.
You motherfucking bastard.
Liar.

Last time lover

2007-08-05T17:43:00.001+08:00

I hadn't blogged in a long long time.
I feels as though I've forgotten that I ever had a blog.

Today, I feel compelled to post;
because I needed a space to ranter some thoughts that are in my head.

Now let's just say,
I met this boy over the internet about 2 years ago.

And our flirtatious ways soon made us emotionally attached to each other.

Or so it seemed.

He's a little dumbwitted at times,
But he always made me smile.

I was naive,
I was foolish.

I believed that one day,
We would finally get to meet each other.

And so we did.
But not quite so.

He told me he was going to come over to Singapore,
But then he came down with dengue.

I made a video.
A very ugly video.
Though I wasn't tech savvy,
I still made that video.

It's all about you.
It's all about you...

Then we had first major fight.

Silly you might say,
but we fought over a computer game.

I thought we were together.
Just suddenly, we were together.

But he broke my heart the next day,
when he told me he had to marry someone else.

Why, I asked.
"I already promised." he replied.

So for days I sulked.
For days I ignored him.

When their big day came,
I actually wanted to crash their wedding.

But I didn't.

I had nothing to say.

That night,
I sent an SMS to my guild leader.

He's a kind man,
and he consoled me.

The next thing I knew,
he was down on his knees.

He wasn't begging;
He was in misery.

His cousin looked for me,
to tell me he had gone crazy.

Locked in his own room,
He was laughing with tears in his eyes.

And ver since,
That boy and I never spoke.

For about half a year, we never spoke.
And suddenly last year,
He told me;
about his girlfriend from the office.

Nevermind.
And so I ignored.

We never spoke again..

Until last month that is.

I thought the feeling had died down.
I thought all of yesterday's feelings were lost in time.

It's been long since we last chat.

So I sent him and SMS.

Soon there after,
I found myself thinking of him.. again.

I wasn't paying any attention in class;
I was day dreaming about us.
I couldn't get to sleep at night;
I was reminiscing our past.

Day by day,
I beated around the bush.

Did I really miss him?

Then one fine day,
I told him I still loved him.
Without thinking,
I told him I still liked him.

But his reply never came.

I thought he wasn't going to talk to me ever again.

But a few days later,
I left him a message on MSN messenger.

"Harlo woman." he said.

It seemed as though nothing had happened.
It seemed that he had cleanly forgotten.

Guilty as charged,
I myself ccannot remember;
Remember the times, the dates and the all the things we did together.

I guess the love we had wasn't strong enough.
Or perhaps, it was never real.

But why do I still feel this midget in my heart?

Just hours ago I found out something I shouldn't have known.

I never had a place in his heart.
My ranking, was now way below and off the charts.

I think I still like him.
I think I still do.

But right now,
There's nothing left to say.

So don't ask why I'm manly,
Don't ask why I don't wear skirts anymore.
Stop asking me why I'm all boyish now.

Shut the fuck up
And go die.

Ronin's Riot

2007-06-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Dear Ronin Fans,

The band has decided to part ways with
Levan, who officially will no longer
be singing for Ronin as of Tuesday,
June 19, 2007. This will come as a
surprise to most, but not all of you.
As our fans, we feel that you require
an explanation amidst all the half-
cocked rumors and allegations that
seem to be going around on forums and
the like. Many of you are musicians
yourselves, and understand that the
effort of being in a band requires the
cooperation of all of its members, a
level of mutual understanding, respect
and trust must exist in order for it
to function for an extended period of
time. On a side note, daily
interactions with people require
likewise if one wishes not to become a
miscreant. This is the groundwork
which lets a band grow over time, and
the music it produces reflects these
changes. In our case, we have arrived
at a point where the musical and
personal common ground no longer
existed between us and Levan as he
felt he wishes to make music not all
of us agreed upon. More importantly he
wanted to make music that was
individually his alone. This is a wish
we respect as we understood sometimes
the path you have to take is divergent
from that of others. At the same time
we had to reconcile ourselves to the
fact that the band itself was too
personally important an endeavor for
any of us to pursue while making a
solo album simultaneously. After a
many discussions and much deliberation
we decided it would best to let Levan
be free to do his own thing.

The final show with our old line up
will be on the 23rd of June, 1500-
1800H at Orchard Cineleisure.

As for the four of us, we fully intend
to continue making music. Currently no
new candidates for lead singers have
been considered but we have not ruled
out any possibilities just yet. It is
a period of big change for us, and we
ask for your patience as well as
continued love and support which has
brought us so much in the past. Rest
assured however that if there are any
concrete developments, you will be the
first to know and you will hear it
from us before anyone else.

Keep on rockin',

The Ronin Team: Sean, Bang, Simon,
Derryn.

xxx

But I still love Ronin..

and you Levan Wee!

Just keep producing music for the local scene alright :(

The Blogskin

2007-06-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blogskin for now because there's something wrong with the image hosting for my previous skin.

BAH.

Homework vs Work

2007-06-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

I thought I could like do my homework tomorrow but I..

Decided to go to work -_-"

Chaser Wars on Everything

2007-06-15T10:27:00.000+08:00

Mahdi and I have found new respect for the Americans.

Charles: What religion are buddhist monks?
American: ISLAMIC. Well I don't know..

Charles: Who won the Vietnam war?
American: We did. What? We didn't win the Vietnam war? Ok, good.

Charles: How many sides does a triangle have?
American 1: Damn! FOUR.
American 2: There's no sides. Erm.. ONE?

Charles: What's the currency used in the United Kingdom?
American: Possibly American money?

Charles: Based on war terror, who will be the next country to invade?
American: Russia, China, Indonesia, Brazil

Charles: Who is Tony Blair?
American 1: I don't even know. A skater? (That's Tony Hawk dammit!)
American 2: Tony Blair is an actor.

(Oh oh! Homer Simpson thinks that Tony Blair's Mr Bean ._. )

Charles: Which countries are in the Axis of Evil/ Axis Powers?
American 1: California
American 2: New York
American 3: JERUSALEM.
American 4: Florida
American 5: Misissipi
American 6: The one with the turban thing on his head (Osama). I call him a diaper head. (If Osama ever heard about this, she'll prolly be the first to die -_-" )

Gee.

How can Hitler and the Jews have been allies and why are some of the states of America part of Hitler's alliance -_____-"

Charles: Who was the first man on the moon?
American: A Russian. (Dammit, Neil Armstrong was from the US)

Charles: What is a mosque?
American: An Animal.

Charles: How many kidneys does a person have?
American: ONE.

Charles: How many World Wars have there been?
American: THREE.

Charles: The movie Star Wars is based on a true story. True or False?
American: TRUE.

Charles: How many Effiel Towers are there in Paris?
American: I'd say bout TEN. -_________-"

And believe me,
Most Americans would support war against a country they..
DON'T EVEN KNOW .__.

And when told to spot certain countries on the map,
All of them just picked the place where they saw the name of the country given..

Without knowing that the country is actually Australia -_-"

Charles Firth also went around America saying that he is John Howard, Prime Minister of Australia and the Americans actually believed him -____-"

Charles: So have you seen me on TV before?
American: Yes I have. Yes I have.

That's not all,
I have more :D

xxx

Charles: When did the September 11 attack occur?
American 1: 2004.
American 2: October.
American 3: August I think.
American 4: September 9th.
American 5: 9th Eleven.. Septembereth?

Charles: What religion did the 9/11 terrorist belong to?
American 1: HINDU.
American 2: Er.. Hindu?
American 3: Uhm.. Er.. They were stupid! That's all. They were stupid whoever they were.

Charles: How many people died in the 9/11 attack? Is it 3 thousand, 30 thousand or 3 million?
American: I don't want to be wrong.. Millions.

xxx

Charles Firth goes around telling the Americans that all the famous landmarks in other parts of the world like The Leaning Tower of Pisa are all replicas of the ones in Australia and..

The Americans bought it.

-_______-"

xxx

And I thought Singaporeans were stupid.

SHEESH.

The Dark Side

2007-06-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Here's the Uru smex I promised:

What?
You were expecting more?

Dame, dame dayo!
You can't have more because
You'd prolly die from a nosebleed :D

xxx

Made a new friend over Friendster today.

She damn ke ai can? :D

Ne~ Ne~

I just found out that the leg thingy Uru wears alot is actually called a garter set.

Gee.

And I went around town today asking for LEG WARMERS.

The Ginelle is soooooo CLEVER.

-______-"

WHOO WHOO!
Uru is LOVE :)

xxx

Gee.

My blog is starting to look like my once fangirl-over-Arashi blog.

NO GOOD! NO GOOD!

But anyway;
Took these from Mahdi's blog.

The Japanese speak English!

Reminds me alot about this Ohno x Aiba speak english clip I put up before:

SO WHEN I SAY LUCKY YOU SAY MAN! :D

xxx

So now I want to waste money on cosplay.

Costumes are fucking expensive I tell you T_T

Gyarh!
There goes my wonderful KAT-TUN CD collection :'(

No money for CDs now.
No money for food now.

COSPLAY COSPLAY!

Now I need friends to cosplay with ._.

xxx

I'M CROSSING OVER TO THE DARK SIDE! .0

But I'll still love Tomoya Nagase :D

A long but subjectless post

2007-06-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Smex for you:

Uru's hair reminds me of
Asakura Yoh from Shaman King here .0

xxx

Whoo!

Finally finished watching My Boss, My Hero.. AGAIN! :D

It's a really good drama so go watch it alright?

It's funny;

It's touching;

And now I'm compelled to study!

But I wanna watch Kurosagi (AGAIN!) now :'(

xxx

I'm starting to feel the callouse forming at my finger tips :D

But I'm still puzzled with the Cassis intro tab T___T

Someone help me please!

(whines)

xxx

I don't really have things about my life to blog about until I go out and do something interesting.

So I'm just going to feed you with random sexy pictures of Uruha ;D

xxx

Grrrr.

Blogger is being a bitch now because it refuses to upload anymore pictures successfully.

ARGH.

But you'll see some Uru smex tomorrow!

Bah.

Been listening to alot of Ayumi Hamasaki lately.

She has alot of pretty good songs :)

Seasons
- Ayumi Hamasaki

kotoshi mo hitotsu kisetsu ga megutte
omoide wa mata tooku natta
aimai datta yume to genjitsu no

kyoukaisen wa koku natta
soredemo itsu ka kimi ni hanashita
yume ni uso wa hitotsu mo nakatta
La La-i

kyou ga totemo tanoshii to
asu mo kitto tanoshikutesonna hibi ga tsudzuite'ku
sou omotte ita ano koro

kurikaeshite'ku mainichi ni sukoshi
monotarinasa o kanjinagara

fushizen na jidai no sei da yo to
sakimawari shite akiramete ita
La La-i

kyou ga totemo kanashikute
asu moshi mo naite ite mo
sonna hibi ga atta ne to
waraeru hi ga kuru darou

ikudo meguri meguri yuku
kagiri aru toki no naka ni
bokura wa ima ikite ite
soshite nani o mitsukeru darou

x

English translation:

This year, another season has passed.
Memories have become faded.
The border between my vague dream and
reality has become blurred.

Even so, the dream I once told you of
had not a single lie in it.
La La-i

Today was fun,
and tomorrow will surely be fun as well.
"These days will continue forever,"
or so I thought at the time.

Throughout the endless days I felt
as if something was missing.
I blamed it on these unnatural times,
and just gave up.
La La-i

Today was very sad,
and even if I cry tomorrow,
someday the time will come that I can laugh
and remember the time we had together.

How much time must pass by,
in this finite existence of ours?
We'll live in the now,
and what will we find?

xxx

Nice lyrics really.

And lastly,
If you have any ke ai Kai, sexy Uru and Aoi pictures;

DONATE them to:
The Blind Baboon Society

"Is my hair beauty in this position?" ;D

The Gazette For You

2007-06-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

This is The Gazette.

Picspam! :D

Aoi

Reita

Uruha

Ruki

Kai

xxx

Here's how they are like without makeup:

OHMYGACKT AOI T_T

Reita looks pretty good with or without his nose :D

Ruki looks like your typical japanese boy.

I feel that Kai looks the weirdest with makeup on because he always end up looking like a REAL woman. Unlike Uruha, where you can actually tell that HE's a man ._.

Kai is cute!

CUTE!

KAI IS EEEEFFING CUTE!

My sexy Uruha is actually (not a pretty) man! T__T

xxx

Makeup does wonders!

And Kai is cute however he is :D

SO CUTE!

Kai has nice manly arms!

SO CUTE!!!!

The only time I'd ever use this word: KAWAII!!!! *screams*

Here's what I meant when I said that makeup made Kai look like a REAL woman!

xxx

And here's a picture of Reita I really like:

It's simple but he still looks really cool ;D

HERE COMES THE HERO!

2007-06-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

I'm watching My Boss, My Hero again!

Sakaki "Tornado" Makio (Nagase Tomoya) is a tough 27-year-old high school drop-out. By academic standards, he's pretty dumb. His father decides to force Makio to return to high school to receive his diploma and he asks an old friend who happens to be the principal (Iwaki Koichi) of a nearby school to admit Makio. If Makio doesn't graduate, the position of boss will be given to his younger brother Mikio (Kikawada Masaya).Furthermore, he must pose as a 17-year-old during school hours and in the presence of any classmates or teachers outside of school. If his cover is blown, it would be the end of his high school career as well as his hopes to become boss. Things start out rough and tough as Makio's violent temper is tested. As the lessons and days go by he learns there is much more to school than just tests and studying.

More here.
They have nice OSTs too.

All this for pudding?
GEE.

The "Fight for Pudding" race is re-enacted in a japanese variety show.
Though it's not the handsome Nagase Tomoya starring as Sakaki Makio,
This clip is 100 times more funny!

Why?

Just watch and see :D

xxx

Oh these are really funny too:

No, they're not your normal Shuji to Akira unit :P
(and oh look it's Hard Gay dancing about in the background at the end of the clip!)

Yamashita Tomohisa!

NOT!

What you have just seen are monomanes.
It's like mimicry but with spoof :D

Monomanes are funny!
(or scary if you wanna put it that way)

JROCKERS ARE NOT SCARY

2007-06-10T02:03:00.000+08:00

The Ginelle DOESN'T care anymore :)

So anyway..

Recently,
I've been into The Gazette.

Jrock yes,
But they're funny too :D

So let's watch some funny The Gazette videos!

xxx

Kai is too cute! o(>_<)o
He sings Happy Birthday to Aoi and then..
Blows out all his candles for him!

Aww~!

Kai and Reita are fighting in slow motion~!
Kai attacks Reita and..

Reita does The Matrix ;D

Watch Kai's expression when he got 'beaten up' by the other members of The Gazette!

Uber cute! o(>_<)o

And Aoi was dancing in a yellow kimono behind Ruki!

Oh my god!
Uruha's voice can go really low!

Ruki's good at voice mimicry :D

And he ever-so-cool Reita gets goofy!
He's wobbling about doing random actions (including The Matrix!)
And later on he starts playfully fighting with Kai ^^

This coming from a Jrocker?

You never would have thought ;D

xxx

And you thought Visual Kei was scary?

I'M SO EMO I'M LISTENING TO AYUMI HAMASAKI

2007-06-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

Rainy Day
- Ayumi Hamasaki

Wasure taku nai koto nara
Oboeyou to shinaku temo
Wasureru koto nante nai
Sou shizuka ni kanjiru

Are wa aru samui hi de
Tsuyoi ame no naka
Boku wa tada kimi dake o
Machi tsuzukete ita

Moshi ima ga boku no owari
Datta to shitara sore demo
Kamawanai to omoeru hodo
Nani mo kowaku nakatta

Shiawase ni warai au
Hitobito ga boku no
Sugu soba o nando demo
Toori nuketa kedo

Hitori kiri kasa mo naku
Tachi tsukusu boku wa
Dare yori mo odayaka ni
Hohoende ita

Kogoeru te o kazashite
Arawareta kimi o mite
Nakidashi sou ni natta no wa
Kanashimi no sei ja nai

Bokutachi o isshun no
Hikari ga terashita
Korekara no yuku michi o
Iwau kano you ni

xxx

English translation:

I calmly feel
That I will never forget
What I don't want to forget
Even if I don't try to remember

It was a cold day
I kept on waiting
Just for you
In the hard rain

I was afraid of nothing
I couldn't even think
That even if it was the last day of my life
I didn't care

People who were
Happily smiling together
Passed close to me
So many times

But I was smiling
More gently than anyone else
Standing alone
Without an umbrella

When I shaded my eyes with my freezing hand
And saw you appear
It wasn't because of sadness
That I was about to cry

A flash of light
Shone on us
As if to celebrate
The way we were going on

xxx

I actually liked Ayumi Hamasaki when I young but she became a cheenah -__-"

But her songs are still nice I guess.

Was watching Onimusha 4 today and this was the ending song when Soki died.

EMO LAH EMO!

IT'S JUST TOO BAD

2007-06-09T02:19:00.000+08:00

Thank you Nandy, Zim and Mona for being there for me even though things eventually went wrong (as expected in the end) :)

Love ya.

SO IF I JUMPED OFF THE BROOKLIN BRIDGE

2007-06-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

I have to make a decision.
An ugly decision if you ask me.

To tell or not to tell?

But it's too late for any decisions.

Now you go.

SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL KNOW I 'D BE DEAD ANYWAY

2007-06-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

A few more hours to go before it starts and ends.

I love you Mona :)

WE DON'T TALK LIKE WE USED TO ANYMORE

2007-06-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

It didn't matter to me
How it was going to be
As long as you would be my friend

But now it's not the same
We don't talk like we used to anymore
I've lost my new found friend
And I can no longer look at you in the eye

I think I miss you
But you're lost behind your own eyes
Maybe I'm just thinking too much

It's not okay for me
To watch you become someone else's
To watch you become everyone else's

It's not okay for me
Because it isn't fair
Dammit you're not being fair

You're making me go crazy
Please don't ever ignore me
Right now you're messing up my mind

Fuck you it's not the same
We don't talk like we used to anymore
I've lost my new found friend
And I can no longer look at you in the eye

I think I miss you
But you're lost behind your own eyes
Maybe I'm just thinking too much

It's not okay for me
To watch you become someone else's
To watch you become everyone else's

It's not okay for me
Because it isn't fair
Dammit you're not being fair

I can't keep my own secrets
I so badly want you to know
I fucking want you to know
How I feel about you

I don't think that you'll care
And then I'll lose the friend
I already had lost

But I guess it's okay
I enjoy feeling sorry for myself anyway

Right now it's not the same
We don't talk like we used to anymore
I've lost my new found friend
And I can no longer look at you in the eye

I think I miss you
But you're lost behind your own eyes
Maybe I'm just thinking too much

It's not okay for me
To watch you become someone else's
To watch you become everyone else's

It's not okay for me
Because it isn't fair
Dammit you're not being fair

It's not okay for me
To watch you become someone else's
To watch you become everyone else's

It's not okay for me
Because it isn't fair
Dammit you're not being fair

God dammit
You're not being fair

COSPLAY!

2007-06-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

I have a sudden urge to cosplay :D

But my idea of cosplaying is:
To dress up really loud and japanese goth rock like so that..

People stare..
Make it worth their while!

- Bryanboy

Because I have no money to buy real cosplaying clothes;
And that it's not easy to hunt for cosplaying clothes in Singapore,

I've decided to come up with my own "PEOPLE STARE... MAKE IT WORTH THEIR WHILE!" costume!

Gee,
The Ginelle is smart ain't she? ;D

I've decided to put together something that comes from costumes of both Aoi and Uruha (my two sexy boyfriends!) from The GazettE;

However,
I'm having problems with where to buy parts of my costume :(

Here's what I'd prolly need:

1. Black arm warmers
2. White above knee length boot-legged leg warmers
3. A garter belt (I NOT HORNY OKAY T___T)
4. White and blank tank top similar to Aoi's in their Cassis PV
5. Black cloth/ scarf to wrap around lower half of body
6. Black, red and white ribbons
7. Black shawl/ scarf
8. Alot of 'bling bling'
9. Mini skirt/ shorts

Anyway, here's my inspiration:

Aoi's the one on the extreme right.

Uruha!

The garter belt isn't for prostitution purposes,
It's suppose to go there like in the 2nd picture.

Uruha looks really hot in the first picture ;D

But I'd reckon the pieces of his costume are even harder to find than just plain tank tops and all.

Oh well..
I can only pray that I don't waste my money on parts of the costume that won't turn out well .(

RNDOM AND THE NANYANG AH BENGS 3

2007-06-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

Alrighty, I hadn't been blogging because:

1. I lazy
2. There's too much to blog about
3. My blog posts look ugly under Blogger

But I'll blog anyway.

xxx

I've been having mood swings so far this week.
But I shall not lament about that.

Even heroes have the right to bleed
(and I'm like the God of the Onigiri can?)

xxx

So are you ready for more..
Random and The Nanyang Ah Bengs? ;D

I've blogged quite alot about them and this is fast becoming a sequel!

Anyway,
I had dinner with the Nanyang Ah Bengs on Tuesday.

Not very exciting I know;
But it's dinner with the Nanyang Ah Bengs leh!
You know how exciting is that?!

LOL.

I've been randomly rotting inside Nanyang Optical for more than many times so far.

Gee.

But I was there on Tuesday because there wasn't any space for me to SLEEP at the Fountain of Eddie while Hila watched Pirates of The Carribean with her choir people.

Fucking loooooooooooooong movie I tell you.

But anyway,
SOMEONE couldn't rot for very long in the land of The Nanyang Ah Bengs.

I was bored lah,
So I continued to rust/ stone/ sleep/ die/ vomit/ ugh there.

Then Jurine said that if I could wait till they knock of at 9.30pm,
The Nanyang Ah Bengs would eat dinner with me
(because they know that I hate doing things on my own ALONE)

So I was left to entertain myself till the Nanyang Ah Bengs finished work.

I made a new best friend then;
And his name is Mr Calculator!

I love my new best friend ;D

But sadly,
he doesn't get much love over at Nanyang Optical.

HAH.

So I waited and waited.
3 hours didn't turn out to be that long afterall;
Compared to Ms Tan's Physics lessons that is.

How many of you actually get to hang out inside a store during closing hours? :P

The Nanyang Ah Bengs had to guard their motherland for the night because the floors needed fixing or something.

At around 10pm or so,
The Nanyang Ah Bengs and I were..

Eating at the Fountain of Eddie.

No idea why,
But my brain was starting to die then.
Couldn't even make out half of what Bae Yong Jun or any of the other Nanyang Ah Bengs were really saying.

Watched 200 Pounds of Beauty whilst chowing down on lovely Fillet O Fish.
Or rather, the Fish Burger according to the Bae Yong Jun -_-"

SHEESH.

So it was just dinner;
But I tend to get amazed at such things.

Never really hung out with people their age before;
So it was kinda cool I guess.

But they made me felt like a KID :(

Kay would make a lovely dad..

JUST A MOMENT!
YOU ARE WAIT!
VERY DANGER!

(inserts more Aiba-glish)

I think Kay being a dad would be the same as Aiba Masaki being a dad T___T

OH NO!

HAHAHAHAHA.

But anyways,
they thought I was going to rot there till their floor was done.

Wished I could though.
It would have been more intriguing or so ;D

But I couldn't lah T__T

Bae Yong Jun then offered to send me home or something ;D

BAE YONG JUN YOU KNOW?!
KNOW ANOT?!

So honoured seh!

(random pic taken not on the day itself)

I was actually taking a picture of the drinks lah.
Kay was drinking F&N Orange then,
And I just happened to have a bottle of Mirinda Orange.

There you go,
Our drinks made best friends before getting whisked off into the dustbin where death do them part ;D

But Bae Yong Jun fake one lah.
(private joke)

LOL.

Kay joked about how my dad would call the police to arrest him or something because some uncle (which is him) brought his daughter home in the middle of the night -_-"

God gave us powerful minds.

xxx

And my souvenir at the end of the day was an OFFICIAL Nanyang Optical Private Limited seal :)

2007-06-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

AOI is LOVE :)

Un-emo-ed

2007-06-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

So I'm not abnorm afterall.
Thank god.

I thought I was going crazy .0

So people do tend to get a little emo for no reason at all.
It wasn't just me.

Seems like everyone around me is feeling emo these few days.

I have friends who don't friend each other for silly reasons;
I have friends who feel lonely and left out the way I do;
I have friends who feel emo for no reason;

And sadly,
I also have people whose days are numbered.

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I thought I was crazy when I started scolding Kay a fucker.
I was going insane because I had noone to talk to.

I couldn't help but whine about how ugly the world is.

Put me anywhere alone,
And I start to imagine.

I have an ugly personality I don't quite like.

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Anyway,

Chun makes me feel the way Mr Cheong does;
Although he didn't say anything bad,
He made me feel guilty for no reason.

[18:40] [Kei] Gazette rock is not dead!: i still think you angry with me T_T
sorry.
[18:42] Kay: eh...
[18:42] Kay: really
[18:42] Kay: i dont angry with u ne
[18:42] Kay: my life simple de
[18:42] Kay: life short
[18:42] Kay: i wan it to be happy
[18:42] Kay: no once can commandign me
[18:42] Kay: or affecting me either
[18:43] Kay: u just think too much
[18:43] [Kei] Gazette rock is not dead!: sorry T_T
[18:43] Kay: im doing what i can do, what i capable with and what i like
[18:44] Kay: that me
[18:44] Kay: dont say sorry dude

[18:46] Kay: u still young, hav a bright future, should understand what u want and interest with. spend some time n try to know urself pa

[18:48] Kay: human....... 2 thing we cant change.. that ur sex (no matter how u operate still e same), ur parent
[18:48] Kay: but thing we can change is our future
[18:49] Kay: all in ur hand

[18:52] Kay: human r funny...
[18:53] Kay: we live to die
[18:53] Kay: simple
[18:53] Kay: as in
[18:53] Kay: everyday get feeded

[18:53] Kay: u struggle till e day u die
[18:54] Kay: how to make urself happy
[18:54] Kay: find urself

[18:54] [Kei] VISUAL KEI IS NOT A TYPE OF FOOD DAMMIT!: sometimes i think i'm dellusional .X
[18:55] Kay: lol
[18:55] Kay: our mind hav alot of funny idea
[18:55] Kay: or imagination
[18:55] Kay: yet in face e reality pa

[19:00] Kay: lol
[19:00] Kay: my eng no good mah
[19:00] Kay: hav to understand hor
[19:01] Kay: but tell u ar.. thing that u ask... i cant answer
[19:01] Kay: only can hint u e point
[19:01] Kay: e answer is within ur mind

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He's just TOO cute.
Clueless;
But he made me smile :)

[20:15] [Kei] uruha uruha!: can i continue calling you bae yong jun btw T_T
[20:15] [Kei] uruha uruha!: or can i call you.. WU CHUN ;D haha
[20:15] Kay: lol
[20:16] Kay: ppl heard le will vomit
[20:16] Kay: coz spoiling e image of e artist ne
[20:16] [Kei] uruha uruha!: i got problem with one syllabus names. HAHA.
[20:16] [Kei] uruha uruha!: except jun HAHAHA
[20:16] Kay: yet my name so easy
[20:16] Kay: Kay
[20:16] [Kei] uruha uruha!: but its funny to say T_T
[20:16] Kay: i think easy ne.. Kayyyyyyyyyy
[20:17] Kay: then think for me
[20:17] Kay: lol
[20:17] [Kei] uruha uruha!: and you carn add anything behind it that sounds naturally follwable T+T
[20:18] Kay: but def not e pei yong jun
[20:18] [Kei] uruha uruha!: i'd call you visual kei ;D
[20:18] Kay: that ppl name
[20:18] [Kei] uruha uruha!: not bad not bad HAHAHA.
[20:18] [Kei] uruha uruha!: lol but bae yong jun so easy to say
[20:18] [Kei] uruha uruha!: lol
[20:18] [Kei] uruha uruha!: but you don't look like bae yong jun anymore to us T_T hahah.
[20:18] Kay: that good
[20:19] [Kei] uruha uruha!: because your hair la. the first thing we will notice about ppl is their hair. then their arms. then their shoe. then shirt. then belt. then pants. the face is last. lol.
[20:20] Kay: lol
[20:20] Kay: then outside hav alot of bae yoong jun
[20:20] Kay: i prefer myself
[20:20] Kay: Kay
[20:20] [Kei] uruha uruha!: =++++++++
[20:20] [Kei] uruha uruha!: -_-"
[20:20] Kay: then think i wont keep my hair that long pa

[21:26] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of MALICE MIZER! HAHAHAHA.: yay. ur new band .D
[21:26] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of MALICE MIZER! HAHAHAHA.: haha
[21:27] Kay: ><
[21:27] Kay: what band
[21:28] Kay: ur band ar
[21:28] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of MALICE MIZER! HAHAHAHA.: -_-
[21:28] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of MALICE MIZER! HAHAHAHA.: i have leh. but die already lol
[21:28] Kay: i got band
[21:28] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of MALICE MIZER! HAHAHAHA.: i just being random T_T cos it's visual KEI it has the same pronounciation but there's no bisual KEI band with KAY or KEI in it T_T
[21:28] Kay: hair band
[21:28] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of MALICE MIZER! HAHAHAHA.: -_-
[21:28] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of MALICE MIZER! HAHAHAHA.: GREAT.
[21:30] [VISUAL KAY] Soh Kay Chun is a new member of The KEIZETTE! HAHAHAHA. New hit single: Haru Bando! LOL.: there.

The perfect way he talks is just one of the million things I like about Bae Yong Jun :)

Or rather.. Soh Kay Chun.

And I'm not being sacarstic.
(It's a line from 3 Doors Down's 'So I Need you')

Thankey thanks Kay;
I'm not so emo now :)

But now I get an ugly feeling each time I see you face to face.

You just make me feel guilty for now reason now.
Perhaps I won't be that funny anymore .'(

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Some interesting things have happened this week,
But I've been feeling too fucked-up to blog properly.

Perhaps at a later time.

Moved

2007-05-31T14:16:00.001+08:00

I've decided to return to using Blogger because I needed a darn tagboard.

Besides,
Blogger allows me to have this really awesome skin of The Gazette! ;D

The time in which my posts were made are wrong;
Thefonts are a little ugly
And they don't give much comfort to the reading eyes...

But please bear with me
Because I'm stupid with HTML codes.

And oh,
One more good thing about blogger:
I can now play music on my blog!

Oh wait,
I can embed videos now too :D

With No Reason

2007-05-31T11:39:00.000+08:00

I'm up on this cold lonely night
Trying to make love songs
With an image of you
Stuck in my mind

As long as I'm not dead
At night I'd lay in bed
Asking questions
But noone ever replies

I have a friend who's dying
But that's not the reason why I'm sad

I failed my math test again
But that's not the reason why I'm mad

I think I'm losing my senses
I think I'm falling apart
And this ugly feeling deep inside my chest
I don't like

I don't want to live this life
It's complicated
I give up

I can't find the reason
To why I'm feeling the way I do

Perhaps I'm just lonely

I have a friend who's dying
But that's not the reason why I'm sad

I failed my math test again
But that's not the reason why I'm mad

I think I'm losing my senses
I think I'm falling apart
And this ugly feeling deep inside my chest
I don't like

I don't want to live this life
It's complicated
I give up

I can't find the reason
To why I'm feeling the way I do

Perhaps I'm just lonely
I feel so fucking lonely

I can't understand why
People look like they have untroubled lives
They go about happy all the time
And that doesn't make me feel glad

I look around
And then I cry
Because the pain never seems to die

But I can't find the reason
I can't seem to find the reason
The reason why I'm feeling the way I do

I don't want to live this life
It's complicated
I give up

I can't find the reason
To why I'm feeling the way I do

Sometimes I wish I could kick myself
And kick myself till I'd never get up

You think I'm happy
'Cos I'm always trying to be funny
But beneath this skin
Is something I don't like

I don't want to see tomorrow please
Don't let me see how tomorrow will be

I think I'm crazy but
Perhaps I'm just lonely

Onimusha 3: Demon Seige

2007-05-26T17:29:00.000+08:00

After 2 days,
10 hours and 52 minutes
and 69 saves;

I have finally completed playing Onimusha 3 :D

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I wish Onimusha 3 had a movie or something.
The story's really nice and touching.

They had a movie for Onimusha 4: Dawn of Dreams
but not for 1, 2 and 3.

Most of the parts in the movie were actually the game movie sequences.
Just that they filled in the parts where you're actually playing with a proper storyboard and action.

I cried during Henri and Michelle's side of the story.

And Ranmaru just had to kill Henri just when Jacques returned to his time in France to be reunited with his family.

He so evil lah.

The Samanosuke of the past died a sad death too .(

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Ranmaru had like so many lives in the game lor -__-"

I had to fight him three times
And he was in both the past and future -_-"

But Henri didn't really die in the end
Because Jacques' Oni Gauntlet containing yellow life souls
Revived him.

So ke ai.

Ranmaru got killed by Jacques twice though.
LOL.

And Jacques was using just his fist and his Oni Whip -__-"

Jacques killed Ranmaru in the past by throwing him off the 2nd floor of Hinoji Temple to avenge Heihachi's death which was caused by Ranmaru.

[Random]
How could Heihachi have died then and there when the Ranmaru of the future was three million times stronger than the Ranmaru of the past!

Heihachi's death was so bloody lah;
But Ranmaru just died without any blood at all -__-"

The second time was when Ranmaru slashed Henri.
Jacques erm.. Whipped him to death just by using his Oni Whip -__-"

See?
Ranmaru died again without any gore at all!

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But anyways,
Now that I have completed the game,
I can set the violence level to high and..

Change the blood display settings to RED.

The colour of blood was actually set to be in GREEN!

SHEESH.

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The final battle with the 3 different forms of Nobunaga Oda was surprisingly a piece of cake.

I was saving up all my Medicine and Herbs so that I wouldn't die during the fight and it turned out that I only had to use one Medicine -_-"

Even the Dark Realm was harder than this.
Even Ranmaru's minion (from Episode 3) just before Nobunaga's lair was harder than this -_-"

But among all the boss fights,
Guildenstern's was MOST ANNOYING.

$@#$%@#^@#

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Oh well.
It was a long game
And I couldn't wait to complete it.

The game got darker and darker as it progressed..

But I'm going to play it again ;D

The front part of the game is really fun.

But later on you have to start using your brains to think T____T

I spent 3 million years walking back and forth trying to find the Shippuu to unlock this room in the Boulounge Zoo..

..and it turns out that I only needed to upgrade my Kuga to a level 2.

-_____-"

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For those who are interested in what I was playing;
Click here to watch movie sequences from the front part of the game.

[Cast]
Takeshi Kaneshiro as Samanosuke Akechi
Jean Reno as Jacques Blanc

In case you don't know who Jean Reno is,
He's the guy who appeared in the UPS advertisement
Where he came from the future to the present
To tell this baby (which was him) that he'd have an ugly nose.

Hmm..
Come to think of it,
Onimusha 3 was about time folds and all .\

I think I'll video the part where Ranmaru killed Henri.

I want to video all just to watch;
But I lazy;
'Cos I playing :'(

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My hands are really sore from playing the game.
Must recover them for Chinese O Levels on Monday!

ABSORB! ABSORB! ABSORB!

:P

A Propaganda Agenda

2007-05-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

Everyone seems to be online at this hour rushing to complete their rather SELF-PROCLAIMED graduation testimonials.

Propaganda I tell you.

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1. General Character / Special talents and Interests

Ginelle Choong Ying Mei is an unassuming person who is able to speak articulately and confidently, gaining the respect of other students. She is a likeable person with a ready smile and her popularity among her peers stemmed mainly from the fact that she has a bright outgoing personality and a disarming sense of humour. Ginelle is a very socialble young lady who displays tactful consideration for others in all her interactions with people around her. She also has the ability to relate well with people with different personalities and interests. Ginelle likes to participate actively in class and group activities. She shows creativity, imagination and initiative in all aspects of her education in this school. Ginelle has a very cheerful and lively disposition which endears he to her friends. She is capable, versatile and has wide ranging interests. Ginelle is an amiable and even-tempered person with an open nature. She has proven herself to be an adaptive person who welcomes challenges which she approaches with perseverance and creativity. Ginelle is an independent worker who was able to face difficulties with confidence and is highly motivated and ambitious with clear goals in life. Ginelle also has a keen interest in oratorial speaking, drama and cheering and has participated in a number of such competitions.

2. Academic Achievement / Performance

Ginelle's academic results in the school were satisfactory. Though her Mid-Year resukts were merely average, she is expected to improve her grades in the coming preliminary and 'O' Level examination. Ginelle has displayed enthusiasm for English History and Biology. She has displayed excellence in her English language. Ginelle is equipped with an enquiring mind and is very outspoken. She is diligent and works with purposeful direction. Ginelle's academic results improved during her final year as she made efforts to improve her overall performance. Ginelle has shown an healthy attitude towards her work, both in and out of the classroom. Ginelle possesses a very sound attitude towards learning. She has been extremely conscientious in making a positive contribution to the class discussions and paying close attention during lessons. Ginelle is a person with clearly She also possesses a keen analytical mind and is adept at thinking critically and solving problems.

3. CCA / CIP Involvement / Achievement / Performance

Ginelle was an active member of the Drama Club. She has brought honour to the school as a member of the Drama Club by representing the school in the Singapore Youth Festival in Year 2005 and 2007, obtaining two bronze awards. Ginelle is passionate about performing and was involved in a number of plays such as the 'Fruit of Policy' in the Year 2005, Riverside Secondary's 19th Anniversary and a play about September 11 in 2006. Ginelle has also displayed good team spirit and got on well with her school-mates who found her a capable and disciplined leader. She is also tenacious, able to withstand pressure and undaunted by setbacks. Ginelle is a stong minded individual, out-spoken and firm in holding on to her views. She had participated as a member of the cheering team during the National Junior Robotics Compeition in 2004, 2005 and 2006. She was one of the overall in-charge for the cheer team in 2005 and 2006 and was the leader for one of the dance group performances during the NJRC in 2006. Ginelle takes pride in whatever she does and has worked with much perseverance and direction. She has also proven herself to be an innovative and helpful individual who shoulders responsibilities well. Ginelle has also obtained a silver award along with a partner who represented the school for their first time in the Scholastic Environmental Fund Oratory Compeition regardeing Zero Carbon Cities in 2006. Ginelle was also part of the debate team for Mayorshield Debates in 2006 and part of the SPAR team for the Julia Gabriel Debates in 2007. Ginelle has also contributed to her CIP yearly by being present and helping in the Woodlands Town Park Clean up and various whole school CIP involving recycling.

4. Concluding Remarks

Ginelle's sense of dedication, optimism and versatility should stand her in good stead in all her future endeavours and should have little difficulty getting along with others and is adaptive to any environment.

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Now let's go apply for a job at the Nanyang Ah Beng!

Actually..
I'll prefer to work at HMV and reserve every single TOKIO release ;D

Me and My Baby

2007-05-20T15:04:00.000+08:00

I dread weekends.

It's the time of the week where everyone is supposingly free;
It's the time of the week where everyone gets to play;
It's the time of the week for me to scrape myself of the floors..
..because I get too darn bored :(

The computer may be my next best friend;
But I can't stay with him all day;
Because I'll get bored of him too.

I don't really want to run about;
I just want to sit down somewhere, sometime
And just talk.

I'm bored,
I'm lonely,
~~And I'm gonna make somebody love me~~
And I need somebody to laugh with.

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It's funny how when you're looking for someone to run around with,
Noone is free or noone really cares much;
But when you've finally found someone to run around with,
Another friend has found time to run around with you.

Isn't ironic?
Don't you think.

x

Met with my primary school friend today.

Her name is Ting Ting En En ;D

Nothing about us has changed alot.
We're still stuuuuupid and very silly :)

x

Ran around with Ken and Gek Ling today.
I think we sat around more than we ran but uhm..
Nevermind you.

Today, I had my guitar tuned.
After 15,672 million years,
I finally had my baby tuned and proper.

My baby's a doll.
He's (alot) shorter than me and has only a..

- head
- finger(board)
- and a neck

But I still love him ;D

My darling is none other than..

TOMOYA NAGASE! ;D

And he's my dainty Cebu hand-made guitar given to me by my Tita Rose during my Sec One trip to The Philippines :)

He was left alone.
In the dark.
Enclosed in a coffin like case.
Without air.
Without love.
Without me.

But don't worry my dear,
I've come back for you!

After all these years,
These years full of tears for you,
I am finally back..

Because I love you! <3

(plays Here Without You)

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My husband's of the perfect colour.
But he's a little scathed.

But I still ~~like~~ love ;D

(Until I have money then I buy a Gibson/ Fender Tomoya Nagase!)

x

I revived my marriage with Tomoya Nagase today because I was eeffing bored.

So I took my darling for a strum ;D

I'm going to use him to make tunes for my songs.

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Now I didn't learn how to play the guitar properly.
I just merely strum randomly to form tunes;
So that the lyrics I pen have something to go along with.

I should go memorize REAL chords now.

So far I only know the Em chord -___-"

x

I want to be a song-writer when I grow up;
But the local music industry here in Singapore is sadly..

OVERLY PATHETIC.

x

Gek Ling and I were trying to play/ figure/ read the scores for Howie Day's Colide.

But we ended up making our own rhythms ._.

Now I have a tune;
But the lyrics are not even half-written.

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[Random]

Mr Cheong would be the perfect topic for oral conversation!

We sat and talk about Mr Cheong for over half an hour today.

See?

All I need is someone to talk (and laugh) with.

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An okay day for me I'd say.

If hearts were unbreakable,
Then I would just tell you where I stand.

The most spastic video ever

2007-05-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

[The Ginelle, The Nonsense Kids and The Nanyang Ah Bengs]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpBWVRjZQu4

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The most spastic video ever.

Even Mahdi and Fitri don't know what they're saying -__-"

I know I whiny and my hair is very ugly T____T

STOP WHINING!
STOP WHINING DAMMIT!

AH... FUCK.

What?

They ditched me for 5 minutes and left me to film myself -__-"

BUT I THINK I SOUND LIKE NINOMIYA KAZUNARI!
[random]

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And I like sooooooo need to fix my Fugly hair.

I need a panecea to my hair problem!

ARGH!

(whines)

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And did I tell you?

Musa smsed me today and..

His era of the Econs is over!

But he's in NS now!
(whines)

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"Can I sit here because they ditch me for five minutes?"

Talk about spasticity;
It's good for the soul ;D

Dear My Friend

2007-05-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

Take me far away
Far away
Far away
Away from all this noise

And do you think that I
Am wasting so much time
Living life the way I do
But nothing's wrong
I'm not like you

So tell me
Do you have a problem?
Do you have something about me
That you wanna change?

So tell me
What you're thinking now
Your eyes are cold
And the doors are open
What will come will go

Give me time and space
Time and space
Time and space
But I don't want to change

And do you think that I
Am wasting so much time
Living life the way I do
But nothing's wrong
I'm not like you

So tell me
Do you have a problem?
Do you have something about me
That you wanna change?

So tell me
What you're thinking now
Your eyes are cold
And the doors are open
What will come will go

Tell me how you'd feel
If someone told you
That your life's unreal

Tell me what you'd say
If someone told you
That your life was wrong
And it'd carry on like this

And do you think that I
Am wasting so much time
Living life the way I do
But nothing's wrong
I'm not like you

So tell me
Do you have a problem?
Do you have something about me
That you wanna change?

So tell me
What you're thinking now
Your eyes are cold
And the doors are open
What will come will go

What will come will go
What will come will go

I don't care at all

Nelle, are you a girl?

2007-05-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

People are suddenly asking me why I'm always acting or saying that I'm manly.

No,
It's not because I'm a butch.
And no,
It's not because I'm lesbian.

Who likes being called Fugly?

I know I'm not pretty and I can't change that.
I can undergo plastic surgery and all that crap but it's not real.

I don't know how to put on make up to make myself look pretty.
So I'd rather not try to make myself look pretty;
Because I'd prolly end up even Fuglier.

My friends say that I do look like a girl.

Thank you.
But I still don't feel very fine.

Some say that they prefer me to be more lady-like;
To have long hair
To dress up in dresses
Be less loud
And a little more demure.

But people don't see why I claim I'm manly.
I think this whole 'manliness' thing is cool.

I want to be like a rock star.

I want eye liner;
I want cool clothes;
And perhaps a guitar.

I'm inspired by emo, by rock.
I can't dress like that when I'm twenty.

What exactly do you guys define as manly?

I just think that male clothes look waaaaay cooler than female clothes.

Besides,
I don't make a pretty female.

But I still want to be good looking.

Like everyone else,
I don't want to be ugly.

I feel happier when I go around asking people if I was handsome.
Because their reply would be positive.

Imagine if I went around asking if I were pretty;
I'm sure many would throw rocks and stones and eggs at me.

So stop questioning me about my identity.

I'm not happy being me.

But if a manly me would make me feel less miserable,
Then I'd rather be manly.

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Go away.

I emo.

The Fountain of Eddie (is random!)

2007-05-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

The Ginelle's worst fear has begun!

The Ginelle is running out of random things to blawg!

OMFGACKTBBQBANANA!

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Well, The Ginelle still has things to blawg about but they're not so random anymore!

(whines)

x
The Fountain of Eddie is a cool place.

It is happy and it is super random.

Though the Fountain of Eddie has brought us much joy by bringing us random spastic memories, the Fountain of Eddie has finally lost its randomness.

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No. It's not dead you idiot.

Our beloved Fountain of Eddie just lost it's random goodness!

Now let me explain why.

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The Fountain of Eddie is located directly in view or somewhere around or in front or whatsoever of Nanyang Optical.

Now our latest woe is that the Fountain of Eddie is only bringing randomness from within Nanyang Optical and not elsewhere.

Wait.

Or is it bringing randomness only related with the Nanyang Optical?

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Alright fine.

So The Fountain of Eddie is still random.
But it's only bringing random goodness related to Nanyang Optical.

So does this mean that it's not happy anymore?

x
I don't think so.

I think the Fountain of Eddie makes me whiny and noisy.

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Speaking of being whiny and noisy,
I'm starting to become whiny and MORE noisy.

Is it under the influence of the magical Fountain of Eddie?
Or is it under the whiny influence of Fitri?

I think both.

I cannot help it lah!

I know it's most annoying but..

I WHINY!
(and noisy)

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So back to the subject about the random filled Fountain of Eddie.

What random goodness related Nanyang Optical did the awesome Fountain of Eddie bring about today?

Surprise Surprise!

Bae Yong Jun cut his hair.

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His hair isn't as ke ai as it used to be
but it still amazes me.

Alright fine.
I think I get very amazed easily.
Or by ANYTHING for that matter.

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He also didn't wear a stripped shirt today.

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Now here's the random part:

Fitri and I had been whining and whining (and whining alot)
about having to receive our ugly results for the Mid Year Exams tomorrow
and about how we would dread to have to see Mrs Singh.

Here was what we had in mind:

Mrs Singh: Girl, why did you do so badly for your exams?
Girl: I don't know.. I STUPID! (whines)
Mrs Singh: That's not an excuse..
Girl: (interrupts) I STUPID! I STUPID! I STUPID! Stop calling me stupid can anot?! (makes whiny noises)
Mrs Singh: Uh.. Okay. I'll refer you to Mr Raja.
Girl: (dances to opening of Daite Senorita)

Mr Raja: So what seems to be the problem?
Girl: I STUPID! (whines)
Mr Raja: No you're not.. Let's study Chemistry!
Girl: (opens book and starts whining) BUT I STUPID! I STUPID! I STUPID!

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Haha.

Very stupid I know.

But some people can just not study so hard or at all and still get good grades.

This is MOST ANNOYING!

I've been mugging at the happy Fountain of Eddie for a month or so now and..

UGH UGH UGH!

UGLYYYYY!

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Speaking of ugly grades,

I think I won't be able to get an A for my Biology paper this term.

I'm very disappointed because Biology was the only paper I looked forward to and studied the most for!

UGH.

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But I passed Chinese though!

Like HOOKEY HOOKEY HOO HA!

I think I scrapped through 50 somethings but..

I FRIGGIN PASSED CHINESE!

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But I failed Math.

I was expecting to anyway.

But the amazing thing is that..

I GOT 48 OUT OF 100.

SHEESH.

Totally not cool.

Ihsan was bragging about how he got higher than me.

Win me by 0.3 only somemore!

WIN ALREADY!

Well, this was the HIGHEST FAIL I ever got for Math!

I'm quite happy but..

I could have passed T_____T

x
Looks like the Fountain of Eddie hasn't lost much of it's randomness yet.

I have yet to dwell more into the (not so) big random thing that happened when Fitri and I were whining about having to see Mrs Singh.

Okay,
I know it's not very ke ai to not say Hi to people.
But then people might think you not ke ai
because you keep saying Hi to them.

Oh well.
I'm not very good at this.

But anyways,
the Bae Yong Jun came to sit next to us at the lovely Fountain of Eddie when Ling went to the toilet.

He so ke ai.

But we not ke ai.
We were (VERY) whiny then.

x
Nelle and Fitri: (make whiny noises)
Bae Yong Jun: - looking at coffee in hand -
Nelle: (still whiny) Hi.
Bae Yong Jun: (ranters something about) Slept at 4.30am yesterday; today got meeting; stoning.
Nelle: See lah. Play somemore. Why you cut your hair you not ke ai! (makes a random whiny noise)
Bae Yong Jun: - pays attention to coffee -
Nelle: (ranters alot of one line sentences and words with no absolute linkage with one another whatsoever)
Nelle: Erm.. Nevermind. I think I am not making sense.
Bae Yong Jun: Haha. Ya, I know you. Haha. So.. You all don't have homework to do?
Nelle: Oh exams just ended and we whining about getting back our ugly results tomorrow and did you know I passed Chinese?
Bae Yong Jun: (Says something about very good.. or something. I can't remember. LOLLER.)
Nelle: But 50 something only. (whines)
Bae Yong Jun: Oh not bad lah. At least pass.

Nelle: Eh eh eh.. I got cold joke.
Fitri: (laughing and whining)
Nelle: Do you know that I can talk to animals (I forgot I was suppose to say 'inanimated objects')
Bae Yong Jun: - silent -
Nelle: But they don't reply.
Fitri and Nelle: (laugh with whiny noises in between)
Bae Yong Jun: (slow to react) Haha.
Nelle: (to Fitri) So cold! HAHAHA.
Fitri: Erm.. I don't think he got that. (laughs)
Nelle: I feel so cold now. (laughs and whines)
Bae Yong Jun: HAHAHAHAHA!
Nelle: (makes a whiny noise)

Bae Yong Jun: Okay, I'm going up to buy some pancakes. You all want?
Nelle: No. (says it in the Mahdi tone)
Bae Yong Jun: Erm waffles. Pancake waffles. Erm ya.
Nelle: No. (says it again in the Mahdi tone)
Bae Yong Jun: Erm.. Okay..
Nelle: But you could get me chicken liver with frogs legs braised in taugeh!
Bae Yong Jun: Huh?
Nelle: Chicken liver with frogs legs braised in taugeh!
Bae Yong Jun: Uhm..
Nelle: (says it faster) Chicken liver with frogs legs braised in taugeh!
Bae Yong Jun: (I think he said 'Don't know' in Hokkien or something)
Nelle: (whines) Ah nevermind.. It's erm.. non-existant.. Hahaha. (whines some more)
Bae Yong Jun: Hahaha. Okay.. - leaves -

x
See! See!

Look at the amount of whining I did!

I should stop whining!

ARGH!

x
That was prolly the most kookey-iest thing that ever happened today.

The Bae Yong Jun is so ke ai.
I think all the people at Nanyang Optical are so ke ai.

Kay (Bae Yong Jun) is like the new Clarence Kong.
He makes me happy just by looking at him.
He's the next Hakim!
Except that.. Hakim doesn't really talk ._.

But he's so happy.
He's so happy like Masuda Takahisa!

But I think Kay had Kusano hair.
[random]

He's just happy!
Like Hui Long and Clarence and..

MUSA!

Oh man do I miss Musa!
x
And I'm having an all Chinese week next week.

BU KE AI!

From 8am to 5pm from Monday to Thursday,
I have to sit in class and tahan Chinese throughout that whole period of time.

Chinese O Levels coming in like 11 days.

I want vomit and die three million times already.

x
I have to hand in my testimonial by Wednesday next week.

No you dumbwit,
It's not a Friendster testimonial.

It's for graduation.
For the future.

Ah, whatever.

But the silly thing is that we have to write the testimonials (about ourselves) ourselves!

Imagine this:
I am a polite and honest girl.
I am hardworking and also very humble.

SHEESH.

x
I'm bored!

But I'm lazy.

HAHAHAHAHA.

2007-05-17T20:21:00.000+08:00

The Itch

Current Location: Power Ranger Land
Current Mood: Lazy
Current Music: Arashi - Lucky Man

I have an itch to blawg.

But..

I LAZY!

HAHAHAHA!
Loser.

WIN ALREADY!

xxx
What?

Cannot is it?

I want dance Seishun Amigo dammit T____T

xxx

But anyway,

I have more random videos!

[Trying to Break Cat Tail Plants]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l6LY_bxzJA8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DACIl9BSE5Y

Don't mind me.
I usually dress like that for work.

I'm like The Coconut Tree of Wealth aka The Rain God okay?

xxx

And who says Nelle can't be a bimbo?

[Nelle's Bimbotic Moment - A Nonsense Kids Special]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oecDS2jD4IA

It was re-enacted but oh well.
My real time reaction was really bimbotic.

What?
It was a reflex action okay!
Even I didn't know I was bimbotic then!

xxx

[More i-Gallop Nonsense]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7f9C_8F-Is

Hee-haw! ;D

xxx

[Colin and Kero Flick]
http://youtube.com/watch?v=mUamDP7iubQ

We sounded like cartoons but erm..
Not very suitable for children -__-"

xxx
Oh wait.

Here comes the other random nonsense!

*screams*

1. Bae Yong Jun read Kawaii as On-do-neh yesterday and today, I just found out that
it ISN'T Tamil!
Putri-putri-putri isn't even Tamil either!
ZOMFGACKT!
IT'S NOT TAMIL!!!!!

2. Mrs Pang left the school yesterday and today,
we found out that our new principal is called Mrs Sng.

3. Mr Tsung's belt not same as Bae Yong Jun's.
Or does Mr Tsung have many Pierre Cardin belts?

4. Today we learnt new words that were queer in pronounciation and we learnt:

Keynes Connecticut Cockburn

Test yourself ;D

xxx

Oh look!
My laziness did something!

Well, that's The Ginelle for you.

;D

2007-05-15T19:37:00.000+08:00

RANDOM AND THE NANYANG AH BENGS

Current Location: Nanyang Optical
Current Mood: PWAAAAAAAAH!
Current Music: Yamashita Tomohisa - Daite Senorita

Disclaimer: Super long and random post ahead!

Went to Nanyang ~~Ah Beng~~ Optical to make my specs today.

Erm.. I did..
And I spent 3 million years in there talking nonsense today ;D

I talked alot lah.
But I so lazy to type everything.

NYEH.

xxx

First up,

The Imran Woman isn't scary at all!

I think she damn ke ai lah.

And her name's Angela.

She can be Fitri's new Best Friend ;D

She likes Korean things too so uhm..
Ahuh.

xxx

I have a random flashback:

I had this super cold joke when Fitri and I were at Cold Storage.
(HAHAHA)

I had my headphones on but there was no music playing then.
Fitri then held up my MP3 to take a look..

..and I said:
"Fake one."

(insert laugh)

Alright fine.

Not very funny I know but you should have seen how her reaction was then.

So funny.

"Nelle, if I had a gun, you would be the first to die."

xxx

And IRONICALLY,
today I was told that..

Bae Yong Jun's specs are fake.

Seriously, if I had a gun then,
Kay would have been the first to die.

Oh well.
Gary's and Zuhairi's specs are fake ones too.

-________-"

xxx

(moving on to other random things)

Today's visit to Nanyang Optical was more of a visit to Macdonalds to meet a bunch of Arashi fan girls.

Except that there wasn't any Big Macs or Fillet O Fishes served over there.
Neither did they have tomato sauce or Arashi fan girls for that matter.

Instead..

..they had grapes..
..apple-cranberry juice..
..and Chicken in a Biscuit!

(screams like how I would scream 'Quick Check!' during Chemistry)

Oh,
They had a Bae Yong Jun.
How's that? :D

Now let's talk more about the edible things they had over at Nanyang ~~Ah Beng~~ Optical.

#1 The Apple-Cranberry Juice:

The cranberry juice smelt good..
But it was ugly.

Gulped it down in less then 10 seconds with two split halves of a grape inside.

UGLY UGLY UGLY!

#2 The Grapes

It was very akward to be offered erm.. food by the people over there so I only took one.

But I split it in two and dunked them in my cranberry juice .

Well, I had not particular reason for doing that but hmm..
At least I had something sweet(er) to look forward to at the end of my ~~ugly~~ drink ;D

#3 The Chicken-in-a-Biscuit

I never had one of those Chicken-in-a-Biscuits..
or known as the "鸡饼" to Kay.

I think "鸡饼"s are one of their daily staples.
I've watched them snack on those many times during my time spent guarding the Fountain of Eddie :D

#4 Vicks Cough Drops

I think it was their appetizer considering that I was offered one before the rest of the food came.

Again, I din't take any because it was ugly.

It's a cough drop, but I swear it'll give you a sore throat!

It's evil.
And ugly.
And not ke ai at all.

Unless you're an OIC for the NJRC cheer team, stay clear of those!

Quite a picnic I'd say.
Very queer one too.
But thank you all for the food anyway :)

The new quote of the day by Nelle was:
"What do you do when you're bored?"

(this line must be said in an annoying tone over and over again)

#1 Hila's reply

"I play badminton lorh."

Well, that sums it all up :)

#2 Jurine's Reply

"Most of the time I am not bored."

Suan me only T_____T
Well, most of the time I'm bored because I'm kinda lazy.
HAHAHA you.

#3 Angela's Reply

"I watch TV."

Korean dramas.
Must be :P

#4 Bae Yong Jun's Reply

Now this, my dear ladies and gentlemen, must be summed up in the most orderly manner..

Ah heck.

This boy actually played Maplestory!
He trained over 100 levels and uhm..

Hoookay, I lazy.

But Kay plays alot of games lah.

Okay, can already.

Finish.
Go home.
Balik kampong.

xxx

So what was my answer to my own quotable quote of the day?

"I make alot of noise when I'm bored."

Makes alot of sense I'd reckon.
But I do believe I do more than just make alot of noise when I'm bored lah -____-"

I have hobbies which aren't really in line with my kookey personality you see all the time.

Sounding like an emo,
I write lyrics.
Or occasionally,
When a tune pops up or something,
I'd piece my own song.

BUT I DO NOT CUT MYSELF!

xxx

Also, I'm in this group called The Nonsense Kids.
Just so you know, we do nonsensical things and have them filmed during our free time.
We've died down for now but here's some of our episodes!

[Nonsense Kids at Work]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1wnb3T18A4

Situation:

We were thirsty during work and decided to head to the canteen and get ourselves some drinks. However, we were so lazy to walk one big round to the entrance and out to the canteen. Thus, we decided to use the side gate! But when we got there, we found out that it was locked!

*plays scary music*

So being the lazy people we have always been, we climbed up the locked side gate to get to the canteen.

Warning: Whiny noises and complains included

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[Nonsense Kids PV]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rLMf9RL9j0

Situation:

Inspired by Arashi's Lucky Man PV, we decided to get a little.. DUMBWITTED.

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[How to open a CD and other random things]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkEEzbNic9Y

Situation:

Opening my first ever batch of Arashi CDs (Aozora Pedal and Arashic)!

Very lame I know.

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[HAPPY HALLOWEEN]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJajB-vJFEE

Situation:

A random mimic of Arashi's Nino Cam during Halloween last year.

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[Uebo The Sock]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pp7gIRyDpOQ

Situation:

Nelle's ~~evil~~ sock friend.

xxx

My trip to the Nanyang ~~Ah Beng~~ Optical today was an uber fun one.

However, being the bored and lazy The Ginelle I am;
I'm already very lazy to continue this post proper.

So here are some of the random things that happened today:

1. I tried to draw Jurine and Kay and all the rest but I cannot draw faces and Kay ended up looking like Rukia from Bleach (or woman in other words). Jurine said that I should finish all their facial features first before giving my art pieces to them. (cries) The only person I hadn't draw was Angela (or The Imran Woman). Perhaps I'd go draw her later on ;D

2. Kay actually wears a Pierre Cardin belt! I've been wanting to observe his belt upclose for quite sometime now (not that I'm a pervert or anything) but.. PIERRE CARDIN! Mr Tsung wears a Pierre Cardin belt too! That's besides the point (Mr Tsung that is) but like OMFGackt! I had been wondering all this time if Kay's belt was actually a Pierre Cardin one! Ahahahahahaha. Kay has a Mr Tsung belt! :P

3. For the love of all randomness, I wrote: "Kay bu ke ai. Ta shi mao mao chong. Zhen ke ai!" This statement didn't really make alot of sense but it was random okay! (Someone type it in Chinese for me please!)

4. Kay ripped my MP3 contents into their workplace computer. Oh lord, I hope they play my english songs with care because some of them are kinda vulgar T___T Other than that, they should really listen to Venus. Perhaps sometime I'd see them dancing like the tamil people in the Tackey and Tsubasa video. Like I am so lucky man! ;D

xxx

(and for all your random needs)

You should really go watch these:

[The i-Gallop]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-sgyeaqhudI

I was the one who started the whole i-Gallop nonsense and then everyone started replacing random words in their line of the SYF 2007 play with the word "i-Gallop"! If this was used for the SYF this year, I wonder if we would have actually gotten a wood award ;D

[Melayu Cool!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0oWGeB5ghg

Would Nelle pass her Chinese or Malay orals? They told me that I'd do better for Malay even though I spoke it wrong-er than I would do Chinese -__-"

xxx

Oh before I forget.

My "homework" today is to find out Jurine's name in Japanese.

じゆりん
jyu ri n

Well, here it is and erm..
Kay read "Kawaii" (かわい) as "On-do-neh".

Now this is prolly the reason why T x T's Venus had Tamils in it.

SO RELATED -______-"

Since I was on it;
here's your name Kay:

けろ
ke ru

xxx

What a joyful day I had today!

Now go away.
I lazy.